Was an interesting month, ups and downs, some days pretty motivated, some not At all.
Poker wise went not that well $$ wise, if in the beginning of the month my game and my mental was not that good and i spewed some buy-inns on tilting/spews on the last days/week when i give shot on NL 50, i felt that my mental and my game was pretty good, with all that i didn"t reach to stay on this stake, because Mother variance hit me like a beast :D. But I'm OK with this and not like other failed shots, my confidence is super OK, not moaning at all.I know that if i will putt the work in there is a matter of time to go up again.
A lot of this stuff i realized reading the mental game, watching some variance videos and helped me a lot to understand poker more.I am grateful for the variance in poker because wo this will be a F&**ing shitty/boring game.
So last month by stakes:
Not looking good but this is what it is.My bank for this shot at Nl 50 was a 4th place on a 10$ tourney for ~400$,and not the Nl 25 which was not that great.
Other than that, not to good. Last week i went on a pretty intense training to be prepared for the Sunday game and after that i felt like shit, can not breathe normally, almost fainting.
Thursday I had another training and i have this sick felling again and i know if i will push i will not be good.
So Sunday on the game,warming up, feeling ok-ishh then the game start.. 5 minutes later feeling again awful, can not breathe At all, make-ing a lot of movies in my head that i will be pass-ing on the pitch..
Half time, talked w the guys and decided to not play anymore but since then my breathe is not that normally and have a pinch lower on the left side of the chest.
Tomorrow I'm going to a doctor and hopefully it will not be something major, maybe some gathered fatigue from those training's w a shitty sleep routine.
I the last post i wrote my goals for October, so this is how it goes:
So there will be 2 kinds of goals:
"-" is for the goals not that hard to do.
"+" is for the goals doable but needs some consistency and motivation.
-100 hours of playing X
+150 hours of playing only ~90 hours
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-Listen 20 podcasts of Jared Tendler or Eliot Roe X
+ 40 podcasts ~16 (more than 1/day will be exaggerated if i want to absorb the info from them)
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-Analyzed/post 20 hands on poker strategy forums ~20
+30 hands X
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-20 days of eating well, doing sport and complete on "my fitness pall"
Is a site that help to improve diet and fitness performances.
+25days ~ 25 days that i tried to eat healthy and complete, so pretty happy w this
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3 posts on the blog X(only 2 :( )
Finish "The Mental game of poker" by Jarred Tendler which i started this month that is also gold and helped my mental game a Lott. this was a big fail, only 1/4 of it.. even that 1/4 of this book make me see poker different.
With a bit more planning ahead and less laziness this could be done better.And for this i will aiming to improve on November.
